unfounded

you are my sweet sunshine in the midst of winter

you are the finale to the endless road of
eternity.

you are the magical existence i could imagine.

you are my light in the middle row of my darkness journey.

you are the grotesque key to my heart and my mind.

you are the reason for everything.

you are my life if i'm lifeless sometimes

you teach me to hold on and never give up..

but that was before..

the great man i believe is just like a fantasy.

turns out to disastrous conclusion of a love story.




let me say in a reverse way..



you send snow storm to ruin my pleasant day.

eternal love that we just started and we easily ended.

you lite the candle but you blow it out.

you are the weird,crass and dumb. naive ass ive ever had.

key is nothing if got no lock..


you are the reason to my wildness thoughts.

you let me embrace the face of death..

so now, ill give up on you..
ill let you go.

please..

dont mind to find me,
because my spirit will be with you always..

the death of my heart makes me alive..

nocturia

i wanna wake up in the morning hugging you..
kiss you on my lips
smells you ..
touch you..


dont get mad if i didnt slept with you last night
party and hang out with friends on city lights
i know you'll understand me. yeah know..
because you cant leave me my dear sweetie..


right now, i cant control my temper
pms again oh shoot i hate it
but i slapped you and kicked you already.
ohh so sorry my dear my baby..


what i like you most is the time when im always crying
youre like shelter in the moments of rainy days
gives me comfort,gives me heat
pampers me when im weak..


i know youll always be there no matter what
even how much hurt i inflicted you. still you will be there
in time of ups and in downs ill expect you
youre the best! you treat me as what i am..


i wish i can make you human
to feel what i feel..
to love for real
to be a friend ..
or to be my lover..

my pillow.i love you

heart's rematch

Staring at the blue moon,
Trying to capture the moments..
That we been together
In which there are stars everywhere..

So tired to beg to the mighty king,
Pushing me away, i know its so mean.
But how magical the music in the air,
Makes rhythm to the heart. Oh so dear.

We meet as fellow and share as company,
Don’t know the reason why you made me happy.
Oh king of south, please hear my woe,
You break my heart so easy. Don’t know what to do.

I hope someday i have one of a kind potion,
That will fall and lead you back to my great mansion.
Trying to think of what to be the best solution,
Here’s a clever warrior raging out with her emotion.

GOODBYE MY LOVE

For you, I am nothing
But for me, you means forever.
I don’t have any words to say or to explain
But just to say goodbye.

I wanna see you happy beside her,
Hear you laughing with her.
Even it takes a lifetime rainfalls
Heartaches as endless as forever..

I’m doing the best I can to forget u
To leave my past and move on
But it seems you’re like a shadow
A resounding gong and an echo.

Just let me look back again to our memories
As sweet as sunshine, as colourful as rainbow
To alleviate the pain deep inside
And heartaches I’m trying to hide.

Thank you for everything we had
For the chance..
For the love..
And right now, thanks as a friend..

Now, even we separate our world
You will still take a special place in me.
You made my life happy for a moment
Promise. I’ll find my happiness in the right time.

I hope someday I can say your name without a tear
I hope we gonna be happy as we have our partnerS
We are not meant as lovers
But as friends...

See, Goodbye doesn’t mean forever.

LOVE VERSE

here's my favorite line in the verse of love in the bible.


Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.


try to read the whole verse in 1 Corinthians 13:1-13...
its a nice message in valentines day, weddings, anniversaries,love letters, cards or simply reading it beside your beloved one.

RAINFALL

no one to run ...
no one to hide..

alone..
desperate..
down..
rejected..

its gonna pour again,
just like my tears
i cant hold them to stop..
i cant comfort myself alone..

you let me walk beside you
under the rain with your umbrella
even were complete strangers to each other..
we started as friends and become lovers.

too bad...
too sad
to realize
that we can't control anything
even if we want to..
just like the rain...

life is cruel..
sometimes..
that never gives me a chance to stay to you
and love you longer..

to hug you
and to kiss you..
to spend with you my life
to let me love you forever..

but here i am again
mending,breaking ..
holding a bunch of flowers
on your tomb i offer.

it is raining still..
got no umbrella
please just kiss me in the rain,
so you won't see me cryin'...