Jul 30, 2011


Just stay strong even if it crashes you down,
Life is so complex that love sometimes can’t bind.
Confused yet you know the answer but indeed reality hurts.
Knowing that you don’t own the world even how much you exerts.

Be contented even if you feel down and less.
Coz in first place we’re blessed and God made no mistakes.
Everything happens for a reason that we might not know
Give us lesson, courage, hope, joy, love and sorrow.

Situations maybe so intricate to understand
But you need let it go and sway with the flow.
Stop worrying, anyway it doesn’t move you anywhere
Just keep living and take everything you can bear.

Lastly, be brave have faith in your self and in God.
Please try to take it easy. honeybun, my sweet baby
Love yourself. Be wise, pray and ask for guidance.
life is too short. Everything can happen in a split of a second

Feb 6, 2011


i hate to cry but why im crying because of you
i hate to be sad but i am so so blue
i hate to think why you’re always doing this
i don’t know sometimes you think that i don’t exist.

I feel like i don’t belong in your world
I feel like i don’t fit in your heart.
Is this true? Tell me because i don’t really know
Maybe its only me whose being true.

Its so hard to expect and i will be disappointed.
Its too hard to hope if its not meant to be.
Its too bad to love and not be loved in the same way.
Its too sad to think that our relationship is getting unhealthy.

I don’t know how to end this but i will
I know i will be hurt but ill take it, i guess
Knowing your happy is enough
To show you that i love you so much.

Jul 16, 2010

i wish.......

I wish i have a time machine
I wish i can read minds
I wish i can be the best
I wish... how i wish..

Why i am contemplating
Why im whining
Why am i crying
Why  oh why...

Why there are times that i think i was being played
Why i feel like i was being ruled
Is it because im loving in a wrong way?
Or is it life is just like this. full of unfairness?

Your not being appreciate by the one your thinking
Your not being valued by the one you valued most
Your not being cared by the one you cared about.
And lastly, your not being loved by the one you dearly loved.

I wish i can make a melody that two hearts can dance at the same time
I wish i can be a wizard of cupids to strike those heart s floating in the air

I wish i can make a song out of joy because im being hypnotized by the king of hearts
I wish i can distinguished those who will last to stay in the chamber of likeness

I wish.. how i wish

Life makes me think of possibilities,
Love makes me think of impossibilities.
Does it mean i don’t love for real?
Or im denying the fact that im in loved?

Im not afraid to love
Im afraid to be hurt?

Why am i crying?
Coz i know.. i  cant make you love me..
I wish i can
I wish i can

Apr 15, 2010

Happy Life Quotes

Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens.Circumstances and situations do color life but you have been given the mind to choose what the color shall be.-John Homer Miller

How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because someday in your life you will have been all of these.-George Washington Carver

Challenges come so we can grow and be prepared for things we are not equipped to handle now. When we face our challenges with faith, prepared to learn, willing to make changes, and if necessary, to let go, we are demanding our power be turned on.-Iyanla Vanzant

Jan 27, 2010

Finding and losing

I found myself reading your letter today,
I smiled and i cried at the same time
Will i still fight for you or not?
Will i still cherish the memories we had?

I found myself trying to contact your cp numbers
And i think if i will call you, will it be matters?
Will you answer my call and say hi?
Or if you recognize my voice will u say hi and bye?

I found myself looking at your picture with her
And im too confused that i don’t know what to feel
If this is still the feeling of love?
Or is this the feeling of losing my love?

I found myself saying a prayer for you.
That no matter what, you will end up happy
And if we will meet each other again
I hope that day will never end.

I’m losing my self
Will you find me or not?

Im losing you in my life
Will you come back?

Im losing the feeling
Will it still go back?

Im losing you..
Is this what you want me to do....????

Dec 29, 2009

The Dreamer

I don’t know what to start

Is this love or is this illusion?

But i call it as a best dream

Its like a real magical feeling.

I’m not obsessed I might say,

But you make my day so gay.

Staring to your picture most often,

And oh I really love to hear your name.

When i think about something like destiny

Why the picture in my mind is you and me??

Trying to hide my feelings makes me sick

Especially when you’re beside me, gets me weak.

Wishes are free as they said so ill keep wishing,

That one day you’re holding my heart instead of hers.

That one day you will feel the same way.

As i dream of you loving me.

May 15, 2009

calls of affinity

sugarcane,honey bunch
sweetie pie, your an apple in my eye
honeybunny,oh my dairy
brownsugar, and my sweet and sour..

ohh my pumpkin and my darling
loveydovey,sweetie baby
dear,sweetheart and my cuppcake
your truly a honey, my milkshake..

my teddybear who always there
my precious,one and only love
my heaven, my dream and everything
my life and my destiny..

Mar 17, 2009

cold cold heart

It’s cold outside brought by the snow,
Just like my cold cold heart full of sorrow,
It’s too late but yet I’m still awake,
Trying to avoid you in my mind, makes me sick.

You’re taking me forgranted always,
I know that but I still keep myself a fool,
I love you against anything, oh boy,
Until that I didn’t love my own self- my soul.

It seems that my hardwork and sacrifices are nothing,
Because you just mind yourself, that’s what you always claim,
I’m wrong to myself in loving you, loving you in vain
The love that I’m waiting never happened and never came.

Oh please! Sunrise give me warm breeze,
To my cold cold heart that I think will not cease,
I’m going to walk away one day from you and I’ll try to forget,
The love and the memories that once we’ve shared.
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