Finding and losing

I found myself reading your letter today,

I smiled and i cried at the same time

Will i still fight for you or not?

Will i still cherish the memories we had?

I found myself trying to contact your cp numbers

And i think if i will call you, will it be matters?

Will you answer my call and say hi?

Or if you recognize my voice will u say hi and bye?

I found myself looking at your picture with her

And im too confused that i don’t know what to feel

If this is still the feeling of love?

Or is this the feeling of losing my love?

I found myself saying a prayer for you.

That no matter what, you will end up happy

And if we will meet each other again

I hope that day will never end.

I’m losing my self

Will you find me or not?

Im losing you in my life

Will you come back?

Im losing the feeling

Will it still go back?

Im losing you..

Is this what you want me to do....????