Lovezyah's Stuff

desolated

2011-07-30T16:24:00.002+08:00

Just stay strong even if it crashes you down,
Life is so complex that love sometimes can’t bind.
Confused yet you know the answer but indeed reality hurts.
Knowing that you don’t own the world even how much you exerts.

Be contented even if you feel down and less.
Coz in first place we’re blessed and God made no mistakes.
Everything happens for a reason that we might not know
Give us lesson, courage, hope, joy, love and sorrow.

Situations maybe so intricate to understand
But you need let it go and sway with the flow.
Stop worrying, anyway it doesn’t move you anywhere
Just keep living and take everything you can bear.

Lastly, be brave have faith in your self and in God.
Please try to take it easy. honeybun, my sweet baby
Love yourself. Be wise, pray and ask for guidance.
life is too short. Everything can happen in a split of a second

shush

2011-02-06T15:17:00.001+08:00

i hate to cry but why im crying because of you
i hate to be sad but i am so so blue
i hate to think why you’re always doing this
i don’t know sometimes you think that i don’t exist.

I feel like i don’t belong in your world
I feel like i don’t fit in your heart.
Is this true? Tell me because i don’t really know
Maybe its only me whose being true.

Its so hard to expect and i will be disappointed.
Its too hard to hope if its not meant to be.
Its too bad to love and not be loved in the same way.
Its too sad to think that our relationship is getting unhealthy.

I don’t know how to end this but i will
I know i will be hurt but ill take it, i guess
Knowing your happy is enough
To show you that i love you so much.

i wish.......

2010-07-16T12:09:00.002+08:00

I wish i have a time machine

I wish i can read minds

I wish i can be the best

I wish... how i wish..

Why i am contemplating

Why im whining

Why am i crying

Why oh why...

Why there are times that i think i was being played

Why i feel like i was being ruled

Is it because im loving in a wrong way?

Or is it life is just like this. full of unfairness?

Your not being appreciate by the one your thinking

Your not being valued by the one you valued most

Your not being cared by the one you cared about.

And lastly, your not being loved by the one you dearly loved.

I wish i can make a melody that two hearts can dance at the same time

I wish i can be a wizard of cupids to strike those heart s floating in the air

I wish i can make a song out of joy because im being hypnotized by the king of hearts

I wish i can distinguished those who will last to stay in the chamber of likeness

I wish.. how i wish

Life makes me think of possibilities,

Love makes me think of impossibilities.

Does it mean i don’t love for real?

Or im denying the fact that im in loved?

Im not afraid to love

But...

Im afraid to be hurt?

Why am i crying?

Coz i know.. i cant make you love me..

I wish i can

Play of mind or destiny

2010-07-15T15:44:00.004+08:00

chasing the butterfly to land in my hand..
but it isnt about time to have it..
waiting for the shooting star to come..
but it may not be coming tonight or never at all..

hoping that there is always rainbows around
but it seems that its a long series of rainy days
dreaming about fairytale stories and scripts
but it isn't always "happily ever after" endings..

is this just a play of mind..?
or is this the real plot of my life story?

am i dreaming?
or its just an imagination?

maybe im making a wordplay in a real world,
or this can be true i know im not mislead..

sometimes butterflies comes unnoticed..
that i dont have to chase,
shooting star to fall for me to see it
that i dont have to wait..

rain brings a good blossom
and rainbow will be there soon,
i am awake. its real! i don't have to deny it
that i know for sure you knocked me off my feet.

got no right words to express it
but through this hope you appreciate

thanks for putting colors in my life..in my heart.

xoxo honeybun

Happy Life Quotes

2010-04-15T05:18:00.001+08:00

Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens.Circumstances and situations do color life but you have been given the mind to choose what the color shall be.-John Homer Miller

How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because someday in your life you will have been all of these.-George Washington Carver

Challenges come so we can grow and be prepared for things we are not equipped to handle now. When we face our challenges with faith, prepared to learn, willing to make changes, and if necessary, to let go, we are demanding our power be turned on.-Iyanla Vanzant

Finding and losing

2010-01-27T16:32:00.001+08:00

I found myself reading your letter today,

I smiled and i cried at the same time

Will i still fight for you or not?

Will i still cherish the memories we had?

I found myself trying to contact your cp numbers

And i think if i will call you, will it be matters?

Will you answer my call and say hi?

Or if you recognize my voice will u say hi and bye?

I found myself looking at your picture with her

And im too confused that i don’t know what to feel

If this is still the feeling of love?

Or is this the feeling of losing my love?

I found myself saying a prayer for you.

That no matter what, you will end up happy

And if we will meet each other again

I hope that day will never end.

I’m losing my self

Will you find me or not?

Im losing you in my life

Will you come back?

Im losing the feeling

Will it still go back?

Im losing you..

Is this what you want me to do....????

The Dreamer

2009-12-29T15:32:00.002+08:00

I don’t know what to start

Is this love or is this illusion?

But i call it as a best dream

Its like a real magical feeling.

I’m not obsessed I might say,

But you make my day so gay.

Staring to your picture most often,

And oh I really love to hear your name.

When i think about something like destiny

Why the picture in my mind is you and me??

Trying to hide my feelings makes me sick

Especially when you’re beside me, gets me weak.

Wishes are free as they said so ill keep wishing,

That one day you’re holding my heart instead of hers.

That one day you will feel the same way.

As i dream of you loving me.

note to GOd by charice

2009-05-19T01:15:00.001+08:00

calls of affinity

2009-05-15T14:36:00.001+08:00

sugarcane,honey bunch
sweetie pie, your an apple in my eye
honeybunny,oh my dairy
brownsugar, and my sweet and sour..

ohh my pumpkin and my darling
loveydovey,sweetie baby
dear,sweetheart and my cuppcake
your truly a honey, my milkshake..

my teddybear who always there
my precious,one and only love
my heaven, my dream and everything
my life and my destiny..

cold cold heart

2009-03-17T15:16:00.001+08:00

It’s cold outside brought by the snow,
Just like my cold cold heart full of sorrow,
It’s too late but yet I’m still awake,
Trying to avoid you in my mind, makes me sick.

You’re taking me forgranted always,
I know that but I still keep myself a fool,
I love you against anything, oh boy,
Until that I didn’t love my own self- my soul.

It seems that my hardwork and sacrifices are nothing,
Because you just mind yourself, that’s what you always claim,
I’m wrong to myself in loving you, loving you in vain
The love that I’m waiting never happened and never came.

Oh please! Sunrise give me warm breeze,
To my cold cold heart that I think will not cease,
I’m going to walk away one day from you and I’ll try to forget,
The love and the memories that once we’ve shared.

the ugly side of love

2009-03-08T19:34:00.001+08:00

Today, it’s gonna be the last day for both of us
We decided not to be as what we are used to be
We have struggle so much not to end
But our minds and our hearts break and mend.

We have our own reasons..
We have our own priorities..
We can’t no longer heard the word “WE”
But to argue and say “how about me?”

It’s not good anymore to hurt each other’s heart
It’s too bad to see us fighting back..
We fight as an enemy, ranging revenge
We hurt each other’s ego. Where’s respect?

I wanted not to give up on our dreams,
Even if it will cause so much pain
But you wanted to get away from me
I’ll let you go. I’ll set you free..

I hope one day we gonna met again
Maybe that time we are finally happy
Even if we don’t share as lovers
But we are friends and we cares.

If there is no chance to see you anymore
I will utter a prayer to see you in heaven
Maybe that time you will feel my love
Maybe..Maybe that time you will love me again..

Right now, all i can do is to hope for tomorrow
If you found happiness to her then go for it
I will be happy sooner or later don’t worry
you’re the reason behind, right now I’m lonely.

Wish you the best...in everything
Don’t look back if you don't love me anymore
I’m gonna be okay and everything is under control
There’s God beside me ready to catch me when i fall.

unanswered..

2009-03-03T15:51:00.001+08:00

So lost in your eyes
So happy with your smiles
I want to see you happy with me
I want you to feel that, as same with me..

You said you love me but you got doubts,
I said be patient, right time will come.
You have to trust me as you mention usually,
I replied. I need faithfulness and your loyalty.

I didn’t treat you as my knight and shining armour
Not only as my lover, perfect friend and but as mentor.
We laughed, we cried, we break up and we make up.
We don’t care to as long as we feel the mode of love.

But you just said today,
Maybe I can’t make you happy,
And all you mean is to set me free.
Don’t know why you give up and just tell “I’m sorry”.

Do you want me to leave you?
Do want me to forget you?
But did you ever feel the love that I offered?
Did you ever see the happiness through my eyes?

Is this the start of the finale of our sad love story?

///d!sturb!a///

2009-02-26T15:50:00.001+08:00

I can’t park myself well,
Mind spinning and runs like a wheel.
Its midnight, yet I can’t sleep.
Thoughts are rough and in too deep.

I’m lying in the bed of nails,
I’m sad feels like nobody cares,
Do I have to close my eyes?
Do I have to dream another lie?

Indeed, Love comes and goes.
After you have loved and torn apart,
Another chance again that someone will knock.
The same cycle and ending up with broken heart.

Morning is coming, yet too long to wait
Mr Right is hard to find. Is it my fate?
Do I have to love again and cry?
Do I have to believe another set of lies?

epitome of love

2009-02-24T11:58:00.001+08:00

All I think about is you.
Day and night and in everything I do.
Every second, every tick of the clock
I see your face, now I’m stucked.

Finding answers to these questions is hard,
Lost in my shoes, and dipped in the ground.
No angel or devil could give me reasons,
I’m so paranoid, my veins are poisoned.

Wish you were here by my side,
Hold my hand and keep me alive.
Too much word that I’ve said
So I could be with you, I’ll just lay on my bed.

please tell mev

2009-02-24T11:37:00.001+08:00

Tell me what makes you happy
And I’ll give it to you.
Tell me what makes you smile,
I’ll sing if you wanted to.
Tell me what makes you laugh
And I’ll laugh with you.
Tell me things,
I’ll do it for you, it’s true.
Tell me if i make your world goes round,
Just tell me and so I wouldn’t wait for you.
Tell me if you don’t love me,
Got no choice. I’ll let you go.

its time to say goodbye..

2009-02-23T10:50:00.001+08:00

so this time
its a time to say goodbye..

if i could turn back time
if i could make you happy
if i could make a way to let you stay
but i guess, its not the right time..

if the moon will still smile to us
if the stars will still shine unto us
if we will have that the same rhyme
i guess its not yet the right time..

You said you love me eternally
But you left me alone so easy
You said forever we will be
Promised that i will be your one and only.

Go away if you don’t feel the same as before
Don’t go back for i am not waiting for you anymore
Don’t ever say “ i love you”.
If you just wanna say goodbye.

So this time..
I’ll say goodbye for love that we had
I’ll no longer turn back to our treasured past
it’s time to say goodbye for the love that didn’t last..

melancholia..

2009-02-23T03:59:00.001+08:00

Sunshine on the winter.
Warm breeze on the coldest nights.
Comfort to those who grief.
A joyful soul to those who weep.

Mercy to those who are forsaken.
Home to the hearts being abandoned.
Smile to the face chained of fears.
Embraced to the unwanted being,
Human uplifted to inhumane.

Guidance to those who are astray,
Meek, lowly and depressed.
Shine to them and make them blessed,
Rescue those who woe and those who are in need.

Send love to those hearts that are broken.
Peace of mind to those in the midst of chaotic thoughts.
Bring joy to the sad tale of misery and grief.
Give them rest, happiness and relief.

So sick to this world,
Full of darkness, full of emptiness
Lost in spirit, a missing soul
Alone, broken, abandoned.

To the tune of Claire de lune,
Let them not accept the face of death.
Tired the battle of life and wants to end.
Please let it rain....oh please.
Not to drop a tear but to send a heaven’s kiss.

on valentines day..

2009-02-09T14:32:00.001+08:00

The light is still shinning..Waiting
Like the stars up above the sky
Like the wind the blows anytime
The time is still running...hoping

I know its so hard to think were over
We have shared a lot of things together..
But here we are as friends ...not as lovers
This is the end..Heartaches that will takes forever

Tomorrow, it will be Valentine’s Day.
i wish you the best and be happy..
too hard to take the journey of letting go..
walking to a different roads of life full of sorrow..

I still love you but our time isn’t now
Maybe tomorrow or maybe never..
Wishing you are also looking at our past..
Trying to figure out why our love didn’t last.

No need to celebrate the hearts day if you are heartbroken
You’re just making it too hard for you.. Makes you insane.
I guess it isn’t as happily ever after story..
I’m not dreaming. But still its fantasy...

At this moment, I’m saying your words to myself...

Goodbye my love.. Goodbye
You will forget me as time passes by
Don’t be sad.ohh please don’t cry.
I love you.. I’m sorry but I have to say goodbye...

Let me dream again
Let me wish to the shooting star
I’m hoping. I’m waiting and praying
That tomorrow the cupid will strikes our hearts again..

unfounded

2009-01-23T17:26:00.001+08:00

you are my sweet sunshine in the midst of winter

you are the finale to the endless road of
eternity.

you are the magical existence i could imagine.

you are my light in the middle row of my darkness journey.

you are the grotesque key to my heart and my mind.

you are the reason for everything.

you are my life if i'm lifeless sometimes

you teach me to hold on and never give up..

but that was before..

the great man i believe is just like a fantasy.

turns out to disastrous conclusion of a love story.

let me say in a reverse way..

you send snow storm to ruin my pleasant day.

eternal love that we just started and we easily ended.

you lite the candle but you blow it out.

you are the weird,crass and dumb. naive ass ive ever had.

key is nothing if got no lock..

you are the reason to my wildness thoughts.

you let me embrace the face of death..

so now, ill give up on you..
ill let you go.

please..

dont mind to find me,
because my spirit will be with you always..

the death of my heart makes me alive..

nocturia

2009-01-20T16:18:00.001+08:00

i wanna wake up in the morning hugging you..
kiss you on my lips
smells you ..
touch you..

dont get mad if i didnt slept with you last night
party and hang out with friends on city lights
i know you'll understand me. yeah know..
because you cant leave me my dear sweetie..

right now, i cant control my temper
pms again oh shoot i hate it
but i slapped you and kicked you already.
ohh so sorry my dear my baby..

what i like you most is the time when im always crying
youre like shelter in the moments of rainy days
gives me comfort,gives me heat
pampers me when im weak..

i know youll always be there no matter what
even how much hurt i inflicted you. still you will be there
in time of ups and in downs ill expect you
youre the best! you treat me as what i am..

i wish i can make you human
to feel what i feel..
to love for real
to be a friend ..
or to be my lover..

my pillow.i love you

heart's rematch

2009-01-15T22:22:00.001+08:00

Staring at the blue moon,
Trying to capture the moments..
That we been together
In which there are stars everywhere..

So tired to beg to the mighty king,
Pushing me away, i know its so mean.
But how magical the music in the air,
Makes rhythm to the heart. Oh so dear.

We meet as fellow and share as company,
Don’t know the reason why you made me happy.
Oh king of south, please hear my woe,
You break my heart so easy. Don’t know what to do.

I hope someday i have one of a kind potion,
That will fall and lead you back to my great mansion.
Trying to think of what to be the best solution,
Here’s a clever warrior raging out with her emotion.

GOODBYE MY LOVE

2009-01-13T13:45:00.001+08:00

For you, I am nothing
But for me, you means forever.
I don’t have any words to say or to explain
But just to say goodbye.

I wanna see you happy beside her,
Hear you laughing with her.
Even it takes a lifetime rainfalls
Heartaches as endless as forever..

I’m doing the best I can to forget u
To leave my past and move on
But it seems you’re like a shadow
A resounding gong and an echo.

Just let me look back again to our memories
As sweet as sunshine, as colourful as rainbow
To alleviate the pain deep inside
And heartaches I’m trying to hide.

Thank you for everything we had
For the chance..
For the love..
And right now, thanks as a friend..

Now, even we separate our world
You will still take a special place in me.
You made my life happy for a moment
Promise. I’ll find my happiness in the right time.

I hope someday I can say your name without a tear
I hope we gonna be happy as we have our partnerS
We are not meant as lovers
But as friends...

See, Goodbye doesn’t mean forever.

LOVE VERSE

2009-01-13T12:50:00.001+08:00

here's my favorite line in the verse of love in the bible.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

try to read the whole verse in 1 Corinthians 13:1-13...
its a nice message in valentines day, weddings, anniversaries,love letters, cards or simply reading it beside your beloved one.

RAINFALL

2009-01-10T17:00:00.001+08:00

no one to run ...
no one to hide..

alone..
desperate..
down..
rejected..

its gonna pour again,
just like my tears
i cant hold them to stop..
i cant comfort myself alone..

you let me walk beside you
under the rain with your umbrella
even were complete strangers to each other..
we started as friends and become lovers.

too bad...
too sad
to realize
that we can't control anything
even if we want to..
just like the rain...

life is cruel..
sometimes..
that never gives me a chance to stay to you
and love you longer..

to hug you
and to kiss you..
to spend with you my life
to let me love you forever..

but here i am again
mending,breaking ..
holding a bunch of flowers
on your tomb i offer.

it is raining still..
got no umbrella
please just kiss me in the rain,
so you won't see me cryin'...

2008-12-30T16:15:00.001+08:00

ladies and gentlemen try to read this..hope it will help you in dealing with your relationship..

What a girl needs most is love. What a guy needs

most is respect. The most important thing for a girl

is her heart. For a guy its his ego.

Give your man his own time and space. Let him

have his time for his friends, sports, family, self,

and God. The relationship will grow old quickly if

lagi kayong magkasama . Give him time to miss

you and you'll see how he will love you more. If the

guy naman is obsessed and just wants to be with

you all the time, tell him you cant respect

a "puppy" for long.

Do things differently anytime. Para kahit matagal

na kayo, there is always something fresh and new.

Variety is the spice of life. Exciting baga?

Discover something you both like to do and enjoy

it TWOgether. Doon naman sa mga bagay na

magkaiba ang hilig nyo, compliment each other by

learning about it kahit konti. If you love someone,

yung effort nyo to try will go a looooong way to

understanding him later pag may disagreement

kayo.

Pray with holding hands. Sounds corny noh?

Maybe, but its very powerful. Pag may takot sa

Diyos ang boyfriend mo, kampante ka na di ka nya

lolokohin, because he knows God sees everything

he does in secret. Ikaw na ang magkusa that

before you part after a date, with hold hands and

eyes closed, pray to God to bless you two. Believe

me it's effective.

Kailanman, di corny ang magdasal.

Believe in "Magic" (magic ka dyan? Hehe..). Kahit di minsan practical o

walang logical na dahilan, o matrabaho, o sounds

crazy sa iba, do sweet little things (dapat talaga ito!!!) for the one you

love kahit magmukha ka ng timang. The memories

will be fun to recall later in life. The corniest song

o gift o letter ang laging kabog!

True love brings out the best in each other. Find

something good in your boyfriend and nurture it,

encourage it and syempre, ENJOY it.

It's healthy to fight (oo naman). Doon nyo lang maaayos ang

mga differences nyo at natetest ang tatag ng

relationship. Doon mo rin sya makikilala ng

mabuti. Its called test of fire. Di mahalaga how

dalas you fight. What matters is how often you

make bati.

Mas nakakatakot yung relasyong sobrang perfect

at laging masaya. One big fight and that's it! And

diba mas kilig yung malambing na... "uy, bati na

tayo...".

But don't overdo it. Kakapagod naman din na lagi

na lang manuyo o magsori (ouch). Choose the battles na

papatulan mo. The little issues, palampasin na.

Don't sweat the small stuff.

Daraan sa iba't-ibang stages ang love especially

pag matagal na kayo. Grow with it. Don't expect

him to be like nung una. 'Coz like a student, di na

ituturo sa grade 6 yung lessons na pang-grade 2.

Change WILL happen... you both will change and

your love WILL change too. It's up to you na lang if

the change will be for the better or for the worse.

Life is about growth. Grow with it.

When break up comes and it's time to say

goodbye, don't doubt the love just because it didn't

last. May mga bagay sa buhay na di man

nagtatagal, it doesn't mean di na ito totoo. Some

good things are just never meant to last forever.

Okay lang yon. Bless the parting and move on. (cno kaya natatamaan dito?)

Expect tears, sorrow, sleepless nights and pain.

Ika nga "it's when you hurt the worse that you love

the MOST." Kung di ka willing masaktan, wag ka

na lang magmahal.

Life is a balance. And love is both holding on and

letting go. Know when to fight for your man and

when to let him go. God will guide you kung anong

dapat gawin sa kung anong sitwasyon. So dapat

mataas ang signal ng langit sa cellfone ng puso

mo to know His wisdom.

Baduy Pero Astig Diba!!!

if i where a boy (reply)

2008-12-14T02:45:00.001+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they'd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a girl
Even just for a day
I'd get out of bed in the morning
And take forever to get ready
Complain to my friends
As if they got a man
They talk about you cause they're jealous
And I just stay and listen to it
(I should get rid of them)

If I were a girl
I don't think I'd understand
How it feels to love a boy
I swear I'd be a better woman
I'd listen to him
Cause I don't know everything
I would always try to tell him that he needs to treat me better
Like I don't gotta change at all

If I were a girl
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that?
(I don't)If you thought
I would wait for you,
You thought wrong (I did wrong)

But you're just a boy
And you're just a girl
You don't understand
No you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
And you don't listen to him
You don't care how it hurts
(you don't care how I feel)
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

And you're just a girl

if i were a boy by beyonce(lyrics)

2008-12-14T02:26:00.001+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guysAnd chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wated
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell evveryone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for youYou thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed

But you’re just a boy

mixed up

2008-12-13T17:00:00.001+08:00

A windy afternoon a flash on my mind..

looking far away as if he was there watching. .
I’m all alone as I sitting down under my secret tree. The ambience was soothing..
I gazed up the sky watching the clouds that hovers the sun, and the sky so blue with the wind touches my face.
Oh.. what a beautiful feeling.. I surrounded by such beautiful flowers as they blown by great air.
The trees and bushes were green full of life.. the humming of birds that gave music to my ear.
Oh GOD thank you, life has is wonderful, your creation is so perfect. I stare, feel and hear your magnificent works oh God.
I can’t help, but to smile and i think I’m in paradise. ..
The moment was so perfect, the feeling of wellness I felt.
I glanced back but nobody was with me, I can’t share my happiness, I can’t share the experience I felt.
I only saw a shadow but it is only my own image.
The emptiness started to change the fullness of my heart; a silent cry I uttered then said..
I’m all alone.
Tears roll down.. I just let it dry by the softly blown wind..
I only imagine that if someone was there he already wiped my tears,
gives his shoulder to cry on with comforting words to share with,
but no one was there.
I was so silent, tired of thinking something.
the smile that traced out on my face before was turned out into an ugly pity appearance.
I stared for a long time on that angle hoping that he was standing and watching me.
I feel a little bit happy with that scene if ever it will gonna happen, but a cruel life I have.
I look up that area again and I saw a man holding a beautiful lady,
they were so sweet.. they made me jealous,
they are happy... they made me sad,
they laugh and converse aloud..they made me silent.
How sad the feeling I said, I cry sobbing with much tears,
I glanced back the picture was so true, it is not an imagination, its real..
they met on that area unaware that somebody was looking out,
it was me who patiently waiting for them, to see the clearer view how true the rumors was.
im so naive, meek ..im really sucks.

But now, I realize as I look them I already found myself,..I will never be mute and deaf again ..
even they walk away, I was still there on my spot thinking how sad my love story was.
I love him today but maybe not tomorrow..I love him but somebody deserves him and maybe we were destined to fall apart. Heavenly Father will send a right prince in the future..
I will never be with my shadow again ...but a partner hand in hand as we lay down the grasses and gaze up the sky ..
– I smile again trying to forget.. MY FIRST BROKEN HEART.

what lovez yah means

2008-11-05T16:11:00.001+08:00

try this guys..its so cool .Tells about your name's hidden meaning.

no harm to try ..

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

WHAT LOVEZ YAH MEANS

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality.You are truly an original person.

You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

Am i? Hmmmm.. its too good to be true,ryt?.well thanks, its more on positive descriptions it gives me a cheer for my ego.

starts in you..

2008-11-05T02:51:00.001+08:00

here's a good article i came across about finding someone in your life. To be consider as your mate and a relationship to treasure in your life.

let me share to you
The Journey of Finding a Relationship

Our Relationship Choices

Before we embark upon the journey of finding the relationship that is right for us, we may want to take the opportunity to refine our concept of who we are and our ideas of what we want from life. That way, we are clearer on the kind of person we want to attract into our lives. Part of the journey of finding a mate is learning how to become our own mate. When we can learn to meet our needs without relying on someone else to complete us, we don’t have to form relationships from the space of needing our emptiness to be filled. We can also discover our intrinsic value, separate from what someone else might be reflecting back to us. Getting to know who we are and learning to love ourselves creates a solid foundation of self that we can bring to any relationship.

We are fortunate to live in a time when relationships can unfold at a pace that is right for us and take unique forms. Friendship, dating, open relationships, long term relationships, long distance relationships, or committed relationships — we are free to choose the kind of relationships that we want. If you want to be in relationship, but haven’t found the right one for you, remember that the universe works in perfect order and, therefore, right now your life is unfolding exactly as it is meant to be. Maybe all this time has been part of your preparation period for meeting your intended partner. Even the relationships in our lives that haven’t worked out as we had hoped serve us by teaching us to make better choices in our next relationships.

Finding the relationship we want can come early or later in life. It may even happen again and again in one lifetime. There is no right or wrong for how to find a relationship nor is there a timeline that you have to follow. Follow your heart, listen to your inner voice, continue to become your own soul mate, and stay open to love. The journey of finding the right relationship begins with being in right relationship with yourself.

Love will find a way to be happy

2008-10-29T15:42:00.001+08:00

love hurts...
love is blind...
love is foolish thing you can imagine..
heartaches...
heartbreaks...
and if true love and soulmate exists?
the only reason i believe in love ryt now ..

is the love of God...

past is past as they say
but past has something to do with your present
or even in the future
it happened for a reason..

that we doesnt know exactly why

we hope that someday

God will send a perfect match for us

who will love us in return.

who will love us forever

i only thank God

for showing me what unconditional love is

that it is better to love from a distance
othertimes, it means letting go..

Just another qoutes

2008-10-18T03:03:00.001+08:00

IF WE CANNOT LOVE THE PERSON WHOM WE SEE,... HOW CAN WE LOVE GOD,WHOM WE CANNOT SEE ?

IF YOU START JUDGING PEOPLE YOU WILL BE HAVING NO TIME TO LOVE THEM.

IF YOU WIN YOU NEED NOT EXPLAIN .......... BUT IF YOU LOSE YOU SHOULD
NOT BE THERE TO EXPLAIN.

IF SOMEONE FEELS THAT THEY HAD NEVER MADE A MISTAKE IN THEIR LIFE,THEN IT MEANS THEY HAD NEVER TRIED A NEW THING IN THEIR LIFE.

I'M NOT IN COMPETITION WITH ANYBODY BUT MYSELF...... .... MY GOAL IS TO BEAT MY LAST PERFORMANCE.

DON'T COMPARE YOURSELF WITH ANYONE IN THIS WORLD....... IF YOU DO SO, YOU ARE INSULTING YOURSELF.

NEVER EXPLAIN YOURSELF TO ANYONE...... .BECAUSE THE PERSON WHO LIKES YOU DOES NOT NEED IT.........AND THE PERSON WHO DISLIKES YOU WON'T BELIEVE IT.

THE DREAM IS NOT WHAT YOU SEE IN SLEEP......DREAM IS WHICH DOES NOT LET YOU SLEEP.

NO MAN IS RICH ENOUGH TO BUY HIS PAST.

IF YOU WANT REAL PEACE,.... DON'T TALK TO YOUR FRIENDS,...TALK WITH YOUR ENEMIES.

WINNING DOESN'T ALWAYS MEAN BEING FIRST,..... WINNING MEANS YOU'RE DOING BETTER THAN YOU'VE DONE BEFORE.

EVERYONE THINKS OF CHANGING THE WORLD,...... . BUT NO ONE THINKS OF CHANGING HIMSELF.

I WILL NOT SAY I FAILED 1000 TIMES,...... .. I WILL SAY THAT I DISCOVERED
THERE ARE 1000 WAYS THAT CAN CAUSE FAILURE.

NEVER BREAK FOUR THINGS IN YOUR LIFE,

a) TRUST,
b) PROMISE,
c) RELATIONSHIP and
d) HEART BECAUSE WHEN THEY BREAK THEY DON'T MAKE NOISE BUT PAIN A LOT.

IN A DAY, WHEN YOU DON'T COME ACROSS ANY PROBLEMS YOU CAN BE SURE THAT YOU ARE TRAVELLING IN A WRONG PATH.

THREE SENTENCES FOR GETTING SUCCESS:

A) KNOW MORE THAN OTHER
B) WORK MORE THAN OTHER
C) EXPECT LESS THAN OTHER

LOVE YOUR JOB BUT NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR COMPANY BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN IT STOPS LOVING YOU.

My special day also the worst day in my past

2008-10-03T05:02:00.001+08:00

im sad

im away from my family

im away from my friends

im away from the person i used to love..

im sad

i can't help it

my tears keeps rolling down

silence makes me deaf

my mind keeps me confuse

im sad

on my special day

and our special day too

but that was before...

im sad

yet, this is my day.

my birthday.

the day you said goodbye..

happy birthday too, my friend..

JUST LOVE ME

2008-09-28T12:50:00.001+08:00

just love me..

ohh please

i beg you...

just love me..

i wanna make you happy.

please love me...

i wanna be with you.

please love me..

i want spend my life with you.

just love me..

i will do everything for you.

JUSt LOVE ME!!!

can't you hear my scream?

can't you feel my heart?

can't you imagine i'm blind, i'm mute,

i'm deaf, i'm soo stupid

because of you.?

you who doesn't care and love me back.

why you cant love me the way i do..?

why you cant touch me the way it should be.?

why you cant spend time to look into my eyes..?

that im crying ...

that im pleading...

begging you please..

JUST LOVE ME

and i will breathe again..

i know its insane...

its stupid thats i claim..

your an attached program of my brain

which keeping me to think you all over again....

JUST LOVE ME

and i will smile again...

Thought for today

2008-09-25T05:31:00.002+08:00

Don´t shy away from challenges ... facing them is the only way you can improve.
Look inside for your strength, then share that strength with others.
Always maintain your sense of humor, share it with others when things get too intense.
Make the play first, then decide if it was impossible.
Admit your mistakes. It shows character and inner strength.
Remember, loyalty is a two-way street.

What Love Can Do

2008-09-20T11:29:00.001+08:00

Sometimes....

love hurts.

love scars.

love wounds.

love ruins.

love destroys.

love kills.

but on the other hand,,

love respects.

love shows.

love cares.

love understands.

love believes.

love loves.

The sweetest thing a guy could ever do

2008-09-15T21:00:00.001+08:00

Smell her hair....
Talk to her in movie theatres....
Hold her hand while you talk....
Tell her shes beautiful....
Look her in the eye when You talk to her....
Tell her stupid jokes....
Let her mess with your hair....
Just walk around with her....
Look at her like shes the only girl you
see...
Tickle her Even if she says stop....
When she starts swearing at you, tell her you
love her....
Let her fall asleep in your arms....
Get her mad, then kiss her....
Tease her...
Let her tease you back....
kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her....
Stay up with her all night when shes sick....
Watch her favorite movie....
Kiss her forehead....
Write her letters....
If she asks you to go to a show with her,go....
Let her wear your clothes.....
When shes sad,hang out with her....
Buy her ice cream....
Let her take all the photos she wants....
Kiss her in the rain....
And when you fall in love with her tell her...

Love Your Parents

2008-09-11T21:16:00.001+08:00

"The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before.
The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new."

My Mom

"The best years of your life are the ones in which you decide your problems are your own. You do not blame them on your mother, the ecology, or the president. You realize that you control your own destiny."

"I remember my mother's prayers and they have always followed me. They have clung to me all my life."

"Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible."
"Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible."

My Daddy

"How pleasant it is for a father to sit at his child's board. It is like an aged man reclining under the shadow of an oak which he has planted."

"ALWAYS ......LOVE YOUR PARENTS...!! ! "

fire of love

2008-09-08T12:38:00.001+08:00

let the fire kindle....

let the feeling starts....

let the moment happens...

let the emotion express...

let this mouth to utter the pleasing word..

let this eyes don't stay wet as the rainfall..

let this hand be cared with passion..

let this delicate heart be cared and unhurt..

let the love begins to show..

let me feel being in love again..

let the right cupid strikes me..

let the broken heart ticks again

rekindle the fire of love..

love and be loved once more

just love and dont leave ..

maybe this time its the right time..

for those who love, just keep the fire of love burning..

let it shine if you know the one holding it is the right one for you..

maudlin moments

2008-08-31T02:43:00.001+08:00

Dont know what to do...

if i will still hold on to this feeling?

if i will still love you?

if i will continue to build dreams with you..?

Dont know what to think...

if i will still think youre always okay?

if i will still care for everything about you?

if i will still dream of you every single day...?

Dont know what to say...

if i will still say your name without any tears?

if i will still call you mine?

if i will still say you deserve me even if youre with somebody's arms...?

Did you ever love me?

Did you ever care for me?

I guess not. I dont know.

yeah, i really dont know ...

I Love Your Blog Award

2008-08-29T01:58:00.002+08:00

I'm glad that I was one of the list to receive an award from blogger friend named jophilsuperman as he awarded me with this very awesome I Love Your Blog Award dated August 28, 2008

I really appreciate this award as I’ve never expected my blog to be awarded and so I give a big THANK YOU to Jophilsuperman . In return to this prestigious event and as a sign of gratitude, I’ve also made this recognition to all other blogs and blogger I’d loved. Here are the rules (I made it 8 because they said that its a lucky number) :

1. The winner can put the logo on his/her blog.
2. Link the person you received your award from.
3. Nominate at least 8 other blogs.
4. Put links of those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message on the blogs of the people you’ve nominated.

Below are the 8 blogs I’m passing this award to:

1. Jophilsuperman - “Superman Diehard"
2. Emmsy's Stuff - “The Fokwang”
3. Heartbeat- Love a date
4. Sketches of life- “Life Lived in Simplicity”
5. Space Of Memoirs - “Simple but Rock”
6. Pwengbee - "Certified Contest Goddess"
7. Work from home girl - Good tips on how to work from home
8. Make Money Online by ToTo -”Ping Toto, Goes to Blogging”

Please help Spread the words “I love your blog award”

shhh...don't cry

2008-08-16T02:08:00.001+08:00

So he broke your heart,

Don’t cry,

Just breathe.

So he lies to you all the time,

Don’t cry,

Just breathe.

So you fall in and out of love,

Don’t cry,

Just breathe.

Men will come into your life and leave a mark on your heart,

Don’t cry,

Just breathe.

Next time think twice before you get yourself into another runs down relationship,

Don’t cry,

Just breathe.

You need to stop looking for love in all the wrong places,

And for all the wrong reasons, because it won’t work out,

Don’t cry,

Just breathe.

Don’t cry girl.

There is no man worth your tears.

Breathe girl....

No matter what, life goes on.

****thanks delle*****

its night time again

2008-08-09T02:05:00.001+08:00

Its night time again......
my best part of the day
where i could go back to my dreams
where there is you.

its night time again...
youre there beside me
saying your prayer
asking the man above to bless me..

its night time again..
where we smile to the stars and the moon.
we promise that we will be together.
but our dreams and fantasy slowly ends.

its night time again ..
the time where i can't no longer hear your heartbeat
youre gone yet, im still dreaming what i used to.
youre here hugging me, i dont wanna wake up..

ill be dreaming again tonight...

love talks

2008-08-02T14:03:00.001+08:00

Let me think of you today,
tomorrow and forever...

Let me love u now
and till the end of time..

Let me be the only one
beside you always..

Let me share to you my life,
my soul and my everything...

Just let me...
please!

you're my angel..
my sweet sunshine..

my love,
my life,

my happiness...
i will just stop loving you, if forever is through...

The sweet reply: i will love you even after forever, my heaven

Remember

2008-07-30T00:14:00.001+08:00

ALONE AGAIN....

2008-07-25T14:30:00.001+08:00

Friends to lovers....
lovers to complete strangers...

alone..

im tired of this cycle..

let me twist the scene

friends to lovers...
lovers and still lovers till the end..

being together till the end of time...

what if not...?
ill be alone ..dreaming...

LOVE SICK

2008-07-20T15:49:00.001+08:00

ROOM 143

Give me a placebo to my broken heart,
hoping you are here hugging me tight.
youre the cure to my every cells,
No need to have any medications nor even potent pills.
Kiss me so i can breathe,
dont need to inhale an artificial air.
my vital signs were unstable everytime i see you,
weird feelings but i wanted to be with you.
Staring on flat affect now that we were apart,
my neurons can't tell why you just turn your back.
im struggling between life and death,
when you starting to say your final words.
my congested heart wants to die,
as you speak your bloody goodbye.

I'm sick to be a patient of love.

Types of Love according to Sternberg (1988)

2008-07-15T05:49:00.001+08:00

1. Nonlove: Like casual interactions with acquaintances

2. Liking: Intimacy is present but passion and commitment aren't.

3. Infatuation: Love at first sight

4. Empty Love: Commitment is present but no passion or intimacy.

5. Romantic Love: Passion & intimacy but no commitment.

6. Companionate Love: Mostly among older couples, passion is replaced by committed friendship.

7. Fatuous Love: Passion & commitment without intimacy (quickie marriage)

8. Consummate Love: full love with passion, intimacy and committment.

in which category/ries you belong?

Heart Broken

2008-07-12T17:52:00.001+08:00

Everytime I looked at you My heart skips a beat. I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet. I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish. You could take my heart and love me Or just leave in this bliss

HEART EMERGENCY

Somethings in life have a very drastic effect on us, and sometimes our lives are never be the same after a turmoil relationships leave us empty and alone. the loss of the love of my life still hurts. Past memories keeps on haunting me..reminding me. like a resounding gong...i gave my heart to someone thinking that he will be responsible but he gave it back devastated.my heart was broken ..im bleeding to death..rescue me ..help me ..nurse me.

Define LOVE

2008-07-10T14:08:00.001+08:00

Different definitions of LOVE

Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughingand crying...

Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment.

Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes awillingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice.

Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicatedlove. They belong only to those who can reach beyond themselves; to whom giving is more important than receiving.

Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams they have.

Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the other's happiness, security, and well-being.

Sometimes, love hurts.

Love is on a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive, caring, and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot say...

Love says no with empathy and great compassion.

Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender.When others have tried and failed, love is the hand in yours in your moments of discouragement and disappointment.

Love is reliable.

Love is a choice and commitment to others' true and lasting happiness.It is dedicated to growth and fulfillment.

Love is not selfish.

Love sometimes fails for lack of wisdom or abundance of weakness, but itforgives, knowing the intentions are good.

Love does not attach conditions....

Genuine love is always a free gift.Love realizes and accepts that there will be disagreements anddisturbing emotions...There may be times when miles lay between, but love is a commitment. It believes and endures things.

Love encourages freedom of self.

Love shares positives and negatives reactions to warm and cold feelings.

Love, intimate love, will never reject others. It is the first to encourage and the last to condemn.

Love is a commitment to growth, happiness, and fulfillment of one another.

Love and be loved.

Seeking for the right one

2008-07-09T02:05:00.001+08:00

" WHITE HEART "

can't you hear my heart?

the beat from its chambers

so naive...so dumb...

its you inside...

im struggling to find you

where are you?

my soulmate.....

Shakespeare Sonnet 116

2008-07-08T13:46:00.001+08:00

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ,nor no man ever loved

Romantic relationship tips

2008-07-07T09:17:00.001+08:00

if you want a romantic relationship, you better read these guys...

tips about romantic things to do to win her /his heart:

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."

A long distance Affairs

2008-07-07T08:57:00.001+08:00

Here are some romantic ideas for long distance relationship

Instant Message each other everyday.
Write letters to each other. Attach photos or spray their favourite perfume on it.
Send them handmade calender with photos and markings of the special days to the both of you.
Talk to each other on web cam everyday.
Deliver their favourite food to them!
Send a package with a CD of the songs you listened to together the last time you were together. Send some of his or her favorite candy, and something memorable like a little stuffed toy.
Have flowers delivered to him/her.
Dedicate a webpage/blog to him/her while he/she is away.
Send your partner a cute love e card!
Write each other a Love Poem
Send romantic text messages to each other.
Leave voice memos for him/her while he /she is away and send it to him/her.
Have a Web Cam date where you can have dinner/play games/watch movies together.
Share pictures of your daily life together with him/her.
Make a count down calender and give it to him.her before he/she goes away.
Play online games together.
Last but not least, if you miss him.her too much, show up at his.her doorstep and it'll cure all signs of lovesickness!

What We Are Made Of

2008-07-04T03:15:00.001+08:00

Choose Love

Love is often presented as the opposite of fear, but true love is not opposite anything. True love is far more powerful than any negative emotions, as it is the environment in which all things arise. Negative emotions are like sharks swimming in the ocean of love. All things beautiful and fearful, ugly and kind, powerful and small, come into existence, do their thing, and disappear within the context of this great ocean. At the same time, they are made of the very love in which they swim and can never be separated. We are made of this love and live our whole lives at one with it, whether we know it or not. It is only the illusion that we are separate from this great love that causes us to believe that choosing anything other than love makes sense or is even possible. In the relative, dualistic world of positive and negative, darkness and light, male and female, we make choices and we learn from them. This is exactly what we are meant to be doing here on earth. Underlying these relative choices, though, is the choice to be conscious of what we are, which is love, or to be unconscious of it. When we choose to be conscious of it, we choose love. We will still exist in the relative world of opposites and choices and cause and effect, and we will need to make our way here, but doing so with an awareness that we are all made of this love will enable us to be more playful, more joyful, more loving and wise, as we make our way. Ultimately, the choices we make will shed light on the love that makes us all one, enabling those who have forgotten to return to the source. This world makes it easy to forget this great love, which is part of why we are here. We are here to remember and, when we forget to remember again, to choose love.

Stronger For It

2008-06-28T02:11:00.001+08:00

Mending A Broken Heart

Heartbreak happens to all of us and can wash over us like a heavy rain. When experiencing a broken heart, our ethereal selves are saturated with grief, and the overflow is channeled into the physical body. Loss becomes a physical emptiness, and longing is transmuted into a feeling that often cannot be put into words. Mending a broken heart can seem a task so monumental that we dare not attempt it for fear of damaging ourselves further. But heartbreak, like all emotions, falls under the spell of our conscious influence.

Often the pain that wounds us most deeply also leaves the most enduring mark upon us. The shock that becomes the tender, throbbing ache of the heart eventually leads us down the path of enlightenment, blessing our lives with a new depth and richness.

Acknowledging heartbreak's impermanence by no means dulls its sting for it is the sting itself that stimulates healing. The pain is letting us know that we need to pay attention to our emotional selves, to sit with our feelings and be in them fully before we can begin to heal. It is said that time heals all wounds. Time may dull the pain of a broken heart, but it is fully feeling your pain and acknowledging it that will truly help you heal. Dealing with your heartache in a healthy way rather than putting it off for tomorrow is the key to repair. Gentleness more than anything else is called for. Most important, open yourself to the possibility of loving, trusting, and believing again. When, someday soon, you emerge from the cushion of your grief, you will see that the universe did not cease to be as you nursed your broken heart. You emerge on the other side of the mending, stronger for all you have experienced.

Indeed, it is tough phase of our life. You gradually tear into pieces,but time only knows when to heal ... to heal the heart of a passionate heart..
share your ideas about diagnosing a mending broken heart..

Lovezyah 101

2008-06-24T13:43:00.001+08:00

Its all about love. What makes love a real love..and something about true love... Read and reflect.
After reading this, share your thoughts and leave a message. For you, what's your definition of love?

*** The Real Thing - Love Should Feel Good ***

Often in our lives, we fall prey to the idea of a thing rather than actually experiencing the thing itself. We see this at play in our love lives and in the love lives of our friends, our family, and even fictional characters. The conceptualizing, depiction, and pursuit of true love are multimillion-dollar industries in the modern world. However, very little of what is offered actually leads us to an authentic experience of love. Moreover, as we grasp for what we think we want and fail to find it, we may suffer and bring suffering to others. When this is the case, when we suffer more than we feel healed, we can be fairly certain that what we have found is not love but something else.

When we feel anxious, excited, nervous, and thrilled, we are probably experiencing romance, not love. Romance can be a lot of fun as long as we do not try to make too much of it. If we try to make more of it than it is, the romance then becomes painful. Romance may lead to love, but it may also fade without blossoming into anything more than a flirtation. If we cling to it and try to make it more, we might find ourselves pining for a fantasy, or worse, stuck in a relationship that was never meant to last.

Real love is identifiable by the way it makes us feel. Love should feel good. There is a peaceful quality to an authentic experience of love that penetrates to our core, touching a part of ourselves that has always been there. True love activates this inner being, filling us with warmth and light. An authentic experience of love does not ask us to look a certain way, drive a certain car, or have a certain job. It takes us as we are, no changes required. When people truly love us, their love for us awakens our love for ourselves. They remind us that what we seek outside of ourselves is a mirror image of the lover within. In this way, true love never makes us feel needy or lacking or anxious. Instead, true love empowers us with its implicit message that we are, always have been, and always will be, made of love.
_An article from DailyOM_

Dedicated for him

2008-06-24T12:51:00.001+08:00

Oh, God, Forgive Me When I Whine

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Today, upon a bus, I saw a girl with golden hair
I looked at her and sighed and wished I was as fair.
When suddenly she rose to leave,
I saw her hobble down the aisle.
She had one leg and used a crutch
But as she passed, she passed a smile.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine
I have 2 legs, the world is mine.

~~~
I stopped to buy some candy
The lad who sold it had such charm
I talked with him a while, he seemed so very glad
If I were late, it'd do no harm.
And as I left, he said to me,
"I thank you, you've been so kind.
It's nice to talk with folks like you.
You see," he said, "I'm blind."
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 eyes, the world is mine.

~~~
Later while walking down the street,
I saw a child with eyes of blue
He stood and watched the others play
He did not know what to do.
I stopped a moment and then I said,
"Why don't you join the others, dear?"
He looked ahead without a word.
And then I knew, he couldn't hear.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 ears, the world is mine.

~~~
With feet to take me where I'd go.
With eyes to see the sunset's glow.
With ears to hear what I would know.
Oh, God, forgive me when I whine.
I've been blessed indeed, The world is mine.

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This morning when I awakened and saw the sun above,
I softly said, "Good morning Lord, bless everyone I love."
And right away I thought of you and said a loving prayer,
that He would bless you specially, and keep you free from care.
I thought of all the happiness a day could hold in store.
I wished it all for you because no one deserves it more.

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Sorrow looks back,
Worry looks around,
Faith looks up.

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I asked Jesus, "How much do you love me?"
Jesus answered, "This much."
and He stretched
His arms out and died.

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this poem was shared to me by one of my residents in Bowview(nsg.home)
she read it to me one night before i put her in bed...

Girl's Diary Vs Boy's Diary

2008-06-24T05:47:00.001+08:00

Girl's Diary

Day night, I thought he was acting
weird. We had made plans to meet at a
cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends
all day long, soIely thought he was upset at the fact that I
was a bit late,
but he made no comment.Conversatio n wasn't flowing so
I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but
he kept quiet and absent. I asked
him what was wrong - he said,
"Nothing."I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had
nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love u,too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.
He just sat there and watched TV.; he seemed distant and absent.Finally I
decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided
that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.
I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to
do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.
My life is gonna be a disaster.

Boy's Diary

Today India lost the cricket match
against bangladesh.

DAMN
IT.

Simplicity of Men
Vs
Complexity of Women !!!

My favorite Love Quotes

2008-06-22T13:36:00.001+08:00

" Life goes through changes so fast, you think your life is great, than one of your best friends dies. Then you think you found someone you truly love, only to figure out, she doesn't love you back. You cry and cry and cry, but nothing changes. You realize, that you must accept things for what they are, and what they have made you become. Everything in life changes you in some way. Even the smallest things. If you do not accept these changes, you do not accept yourself. For through these changes brings new and greater things to you, making you wiser, as time progresses. To avoid these changes is a loss. You only live your life once. Do not waste a minute of it avoiding things. Let them come to you, and learn from them. There's always tomorrow. "

-Adam R. Gwizdala

" Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it. "

-Curtis Judalet

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them. "

-Mother Teresa

" Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear. "

-John Lennon

" Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs. Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers tears. What is it else? A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet. "

-William Shakespeare

" We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it. "

-John Lennon

" First love is only a little foolishness and a lot of curiosity: no really self-respecting woman would take advantage of it. "

-George Bernard Shaw

"'Tis said of love that it sometimes goes, sometimes flies; runs with one, walks gravely with another; turns a third into ice, and sets a fourth in a flame: it wounds one, another it kills: like lightning it begins and ends in the same moment: it makes that fort yield at night which it besieged but in the morning; for there is no force able to resist it. "

-Miguel De Cervantes

" One would always want to think of oneself as being on the side of love, ready to recognize it and wish it well --but, when confronted with it in others, one so often resented it, questioned its true nature, secretly dismissed the particular instance as folly or promiscuity. Was it merely jealousy, or a reluctance to admit so noble and enviable a sentiment in anyone but oneself? "

-Shirley Hazzard

" Young love is a flame; very pretty, often very hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. The love of the older and disciplined heart is as coals, deep-burning, unquenchable. "

-Henry Ward Beecher

-More Collection of Quotes soon..

My first test post

2008-06-20T04:08:00.001+08:00

I don't have any idea about blogging but my special friend named jophil taught me a bit of this kind of stuff. Well, I will just need to learn more ideas about blogging so that I can do everything I wanted to my blog. Soon I will be able to share everything that can give some useful info and interesting stuff about me, everything that I love to and more soon.

Lovezyah's Stuff

desolated

shush

i wish.......

Play of mind or destiny

Happy Life Quotes

Finding and losing

The Dreamer

note to GOd by charice

calls of affinity

cold cold heart

the ugly side of love

unanswered..

///d!sturb!a///

epitome of love

please tell me*v*

its time to say goodbye..

melancholia..

on valentines day..

unfounded

nocturia

heart's rematch

GOODBYE MY LOVE

LOVE VERSE

RAINFALL

if i where a boy (reply)

if i were a boy by beyonce(lyrics)

mixed up

what lovez yah means

starts in you..

Love will find a way to be happy

Just another qoutes

My special day also the worst day in my past

JUST LOVE ME

Thought for today

What Love Can Do

The sweetest thing a guy could ever do

Love Your Parents

fire of love

maudlin moments

I Love Your Blog Award

shhh...don't cry

its night time again

love talks

Remember

ALONE AGAIN....

LOVE SICK

Types of Love according to Sternberg (1988)

Heart Broken

Define LOVE

Seeking for the right one

Shakespeare Sonnet 116

Romantic relationship tips

A long distance Affairs

What We Are Made Of

Stronger For It

Lovezyah 101

Dedicated for him

Girl's Diary Vs Boy's Diary

My favorite Love Quotes

My first test post

please tell mev